Lead Me Somewhere BeautifulMy soul has left meIt floats in a corner peering at me as I go through the motions of lifeMy body is merely a shell
an illusion of normalcyNumb to everything, I experience no pain, no guiltWith dilated eyes I see nothing clearlyThe blur is soft and comfortingI am only capable of smiling and noddingPretendingLyingInside I am empty of everything that was me.The only escape from the pain was to leave myselfI push everyone away with cadaverous handsI have conversations with echoesA pale image greets me in the mirrorI've never been so numbI've never been so
coldDon't bother asking if I'm okayI'm not fully here, remember?Maybe I'm crazy
maybe I'm just lostIf you find me wandering, lead me somewhere beautiful
My True DesiresMy True DesiresWhen I see you my heart skip a beatI gaze at youI dream about youWanting to be with youPlease make love with meSo I will not forget your bodyYour warmth your breath your smellMy heart throbs everyday when I think about youHold me embrace me kiss me love meThis is my true desiresI dont want to see you with other girlsIt hurts a lotIt makes me want to cryAt my soulI dont know why I fallen for you
.I dont know whyWhy?
The martyr of loveI am still a stranger in your battlefieldMy rifle on my shoulder, I do not mean to fightMy tears cutting the ground under your feetYou stand over my bleeding bodyYour cold blade dripping your way outYou stab me, once and twice, you grin at my woundsMy blood meets the thirsty salty soilThey greet, they hug, they mate under your feetThey give birth to the wild bloody rosesWhere every wound blooms once moreI hear your walk away, leaving my barren landI pray for death to push the arrow deeper in my backTo take the last hopeless breath, the last breeze of loveBury me where the old moon was bornLet my head rest in a land of cinnamon and honeyWhen the white hands arrive with their remedyTell them all my birds left me and flew northI do not wish to heal, I do not pray for cureBattered and broken, my heart left the shore